What could go wrong? It was my pre-treatment Onco visit today. Twelve days since my last chemo and two days to go for the next. No new scans, neupogen keeping my cell counts up. I thought it would be routine. I had a few symptoms to describe. So What?
My hands were drying and calloused, red & hot, making a fist or lifting a grocery bag was painful. Opening jars and prescription bottles was impossible. So What?
My feet and toes blistered after a 3mi walk in the city. So What?
The rashes in my armpits were a crimson color and going deep. So What?
My mouth sores were keeping me from eating most solid foods for the last 6 days and I've lost a bit of weight. So What?
Everyone knows the chemo schedule is the most important. I really thought it wasn't a big deal.
As usual, I was wrong. And nothing is routine.
My symptoms are "Grade 3" (?) and chemo's on hold. Again. Back on more drugs.
Yippee. If I can't drink with these drugs I may have to say Fuck It.
I think all I want for xmas is to be done with this.”
In the meantime, here's something old school. You might not recognize they way Al looks, but you should recognize the voice. It's a long video but he first makes his appearance in the first 1-1.5min. So What?